DEADEND.

i've got my new earphones, new stylus, and new psp charger! shows how much i care for my stuff eh, until they spoil. whoops.

man, im drowning in tutorials man! saaaave meeeee! hope i can finish all by tomorrow :/

sorry for neglecting you, blog!

so yj's been interesting. and filled with homework to bring home. which explains why i havent blogged for such a long time T.T hehhehheh. but oh well, i guess i just have to put up with this path i chose for two years.

i attended volleyball training! quite fun, but gave me muscle aches. you must know that i havent attended proper training for 10 months. and i havent had warm up drills for more than two years. anderson volleyball is damn slack on fitness lah. lol.

and im going to bintan for my j1 adventure camp! quite cool yo. but i hate camps lah. especially after coming to jc and expecting none of these kinds of shits. hais. gonna 'enjoy' myself man in that camp :)

oh wow! combined service is this saturday! bowling too for yj caregroup! whoo hoo! i wanna have fun! and do all my homework before sunday. or else the stupid ray of sunshine will kb me again. whoops. hope he doesnt see this.

a bottle of breezer. a 500ml can of heineken. with friends talking late at night, at some dark dark place in orchard's business area. feels like the best valentines' i ever had :D

wow, 107 rocks socks man! had our first official class outing yesterday! damn fun yo. although i got stressed at some point for some apparent reason, it was quite a success!

watched INKHEART, and we had fish and co! i ate a seafood platter for two with richie. both of us felt disgustingly full after that. bleah. then we went over to the fountain, which for some reason got turned off. bummer. hahaha. but we joked and bonded quite much! :D

and then i went for grads farewell. err, for me only. *sighs*. second week gone from grads and i find myself not calling or caring(whoops) about anything that is happening at all. woah, imagine later on in the year man. hehheh. i was quite thankful for the farewell. gave me support and encouragement to work hard this year :) for my old man up there. well, we played LEFT4DEAD to end it off! damn fun!

I CHOSE MY CCA TODAY! wanted to trial for tennis but only people with experience could tryout. man. here's my choices:
1. volleyball (98% chance to enter, cause i dont think a lot of guys chose volleyball)
2. tennis (1% chance to enter, cause got a lot of guys sign up)
3. choir (1% chance to enter, after i failed the front 99%)
well, seems to be that it's the volleyball path again. man, four years of it was enough and here's two more to endure. hope i get to play with sa man, and hope we're strong enough to thrash them upside-down. get back for rejecting my appeal. muahahahaha. joke joke.

okay i shall end this here. in case the freak econs teacher brings me to court regarding me wasting my time away. i swear she's damn irritating.

photos of class gathering on another day!

wahhhhh. jc life is starting. and im confirmed in YJC! okay lah, it doesnt seem so bad after all. just that people would "what you yjc? must be flunk o'level right?" lol! i can still live with it. hope that i can use this chance in yj where not much of my friends are to study hard. a'levels here i come!

and hor, it's really irritating loh. my lecture schedules are all in the auditorium loh. imagine sitting in the auditorium for hours and not changing location. man, i sure hope i can tahan and not sleep. yj really focuses the pcme group in the auditorium man. hope i can have lots of friends from my CTG as my lecture mates :) hahahahaa.

off to bed i go. i dont want to be late for school! now that brenda has transferred out of yj, im only meeting jiaxin to go school. man, yj seriously only has three andersonians man. geez. alrights, no more complains. nights, cruel world. lol! sounds emo.

YOYOYO. i just had one of the best orientations in my life! it's really cool yo. with crazy stuffs like instead of BRAZHEM(house name) OII~ and we reply OIII~, we reply with two peace signs like the one above. it looks damn zai when everyone does it. also like my house, who did each and every one of the other four houses' cheers to bastard them. crazy sia. just create havoc in yj man. although none of the appealled jcs by me called, im still quite glad that im in yj. cause it's really quite fun.

im really tired and i really want to sleep yea. so im just posting random stuff yo. sorry! the amazing race took my soul away man.

these two are from facebook:

"The Letter 'g'"

Rules:
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Guozhang
2. A four Letter Word : Game
3. A boy's Name : Gerald
4. A girl's Name : Genevieve
5. An occupation : Gold Digger
6. A color : Green
7. Something you'll wear : G-string?! never in a thousand years man. Giordano :)
9. A food : Goose meat?
10. Something found in the bathroom: G-string. other people's bathroom lah, dont think anyone in my family uses that. lol!
11. A place : Germany
12. A reason for being late : Guozhang's always late. true some way or another.
13. Something you'd shout : GAHH!
14. A movie title : G
15. Something you drink : Gatorade
16. A musical group : Good Charlotte
17. An animal : Gecko
18. A street name : Grange Road
19. A type of car : Gasoline Car :D
20. The title of a song : Gotta Be Somebody - Nickelback

"Stop And Stare"

Put iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

1.IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?"Cry On My Shoulder" - errr. okayyy. you can if you want i guess.
2.WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?"There Is Nothing Like" - HER!
3.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?"There Is None Like You" - okayyy. this is a little holy. but true.
4.WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?"Wish We Were Older" - then no need study! yea man!
5.WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?"I Could Sing Of Your Love Forever" - okayyy. yea i know i like to sing. hahhaha.
6.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?"Because Of You" - i have pocket money! whooops.
7.WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?"Running After You" - spiritual sense quite true. physical sense err... not a fan of running.
8.WHAT IS 2+2?"The Best Damn Thing" - number 4 is my passion yo. haha crap.
9.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?"I'm Not Ashamed" - at how short she is. LOL! im so going to tag her.
10.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?"Who Am I" - such that she will like me? waaaa. emo sia. hahaha. no lah.
11.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?"Lucky" - not bad!
12.WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?"Sadie Hawkins Dance" - 's event accounting manager :D
13.WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?"Tell The World" - what the heck man!
14.WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?"Open Up The Gates" - for me when i come home from work!!!! lmao.
15.WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?"说好的幸福呢" - wah. what a great way to start my marriage man. -.-
16.WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?"Evermore" - wow! they'll miss me evermore.
17.WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?"A Night To Remember" - NIGHT LIFE BABY.
18.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?"Ender Will Save Us All" - sounds cool. but who the heck is ender?
19.WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?"The Stand" - omg sick. thinking of something that stand below. yups it's definitely the worst thing.
20.HOW WILL YOU DIE?"Love Enough" - 'Your love's enough to make me not care about my death~...'
21.WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?"I Will Sing" - out of tune one day.
22.WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?"Forever" - forever remaining in holidays. i will laugh until i peng sia, FOREVER.
23.WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?"Groove Is In The Heart" - of my crush instead of me. groove sucks.
24.WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?"Dangerous" - question to ask. hahahhaa!
25.WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?"Boys And Girls" - OMG THIS IS SO TRUE. i mean, the small ones. im not going to have children i think. so irritating!
26.DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?"Vincent(Starry Starry Night)" - omg. who's this gay vincent?!
27.IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?"Whine Up" - go and sell whine up to some other singer other than kat deluna before she sings it. and make big bucks. muahahhahahaa.
28.WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?"My Heart, Your Home" - ohhh my hearts hurts. -.- hahhaa. your home hurts too i guess?
29.WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?"Stop And Stare" - at this lame thing that i managed to write comments and make sense for 29 songs.

and here's my YJC SCHOOL SONG!

Students of Yishun Junior College
Gather round your alma mater
Sing her praises and spread her fame
With all our pride and joy
With all our pride and joy

Let's live up to our mission
True to our motto Florescat Concordia
Together as a family
United in perfect harmony

Students of Yishun Junior College
Gather round your alma mater
Sing her praises and spread her fame
With all our pride and joy
With all our pride and joy

We're proud of our achievements
A credit to our collegeAnd our nation
We'll always keep this tradition
Which binds us one and all

Students of Yishun Junior College
Gather round your alma mater
Sing her praises and spread her fame
With all our pride and joy
With all our pride and joy

seriously, we're rotting our life away in jc man. orientation is soooo slack! and sometimes sian too cause the programs make you want to sleep. but oh well, it was fun. im really seeing yjc in a different view now. i mean, woah. great friends in the class, nice yj seniors, nice cg members! what more could i ask for?

TALKING BOUT THAT. my cg members came today and visited me! haha, to gather contacts lah. but i got to take a break :P and talk to them. hahaha. and then i had dinner with them and played Life 4 Dead with them. really a cool bunch.

LIFE 4 DEAD IS DAMN FUN! played the first time today. woah, it's really damn exciting. cool sia. hahahhahaa. im definitely going to play it again!

oh yea, orientation. ha! ermmm. it's great that my class opened up and cheered. and that the whole three houses opened up and did a fantabulous mass dance. mass dance was fun! AIYAIYAI! damn cool. much cooler than council dances. :X sorry asc.

well, im going to decide whether to go appeal cjc and nyjc tomorrow. probably to skip the wet games tomorrow XD hahahaa. got to eat my supper and sleep early. bye blog!

well so what do you know, first day of school at YJC is down. the day started off with me acting dao towards everyone. i mean, seriously, the feeling of going to yj sucks.

but then as the day went on, i got more high! probably because of my ogls. heh. OG107! RODNEY HOUSE! BRAZHEM! (the emcee leader guy was like, BRA-zhem. the name says it all man. whoops. treat it that i didnt say anything.) LOL. well, it was fun in a sense. but it was quite draggy till 5pm. probably the school's attempt to help us get used to the sick jc curriculum.

i made new friends, from the crazy name-remembering training my ogl gave us. whacko's forfeit is to recite everyone(22 new people) and become the whacker also. what! hahaha. and somehow i have to lead a little cheers here and there. thanks to the councillor badge on my school uniform in the morning. grrr.

AND THE THUNDERSTORM CAME. i got ps-ed to play volleyball. so i headed over to toapayoh. and saw cherie and deyuan who were applying for extended concession. so i decided to join them. in the midst of our conversation i realised that CHERIE MANAGED TO GET INTO SAJC. what the f man. the stupid volleyball teacher told her to take leave from cj and submit her appeal form. and said she got into sa already. like what the! i got 12 loh. and cherie got 13. and she got the call. f the volleyball teacher man. seriously. f sajc. GAH. im done venting. hmph. guess im stuck with yjc unless the teacher decides to call me these few days.

a new beginning, a new experience.
i am starting school in about 5 hours and here i am blogging. alright. shall make this swift.

YJC it is! although i dont really like it, this is where god put me in. so i'll just pray that he'll bring me to sajc through my appeal. for now i'll not moan around, but go to yj with a carefree heart. orientation cant be that stressing right. yups. shall go sleep and GO TO YJC. sighs.

i re-lived one of my christian terrors finally today. street evax!
kind of like got inspired by erhem$^&*^%&$boon$%&#^%&how's^&%erhem blog. hahahha. about his pioneer caregroup. well, got me started off to think about should i do evangelism not. i was thinking, well, since i have so much free time, why not give it to god? and then came the street evax.
hahahaa. it was supposed to be solo milo, since desmond had something on. but then as i was walking, i saw joshua. that led to working with him. and led to eating lunch with the high school workers. hahahaha. but i didnt go with them for the anderson outreach. cause i had to collect my JAYCLUB SHIRT!!!!!
YAY IT'S DONE! it's so freaking nice and cool. hahaha. but the sleeves are a little short. i still got two more months from officially wearing it.
going to do street evax again tomorrow, this time with desmond! hope it's fruitful! 20 today, targetting 30 tomorrow!

new year, oh what will it bring,
soon enough i'll hear the school bells ring.
how, oh how, should i run this race,
to make sure that i will put a smile on Your face.

well, a new year has arrived. time to write 09 on all worksheets, time to tackle this 2-year crash course to get into a university (most probably), time to work hard for God, and time to get a new life (baptism!).
i've made loads of resolutions, one and a half page-ful of them. and i drew little boxes beside them. i'll shade the boxes if i dont achieve my resolution. help me oh God, to have no shades at all, all the way to the end of the year.
here's some that i dont mind sharing:

I MADE MY JAY-club JERSEY TODAY!
okay, here's how it goes. im gonna be baptised as Japheth Jeremy Chea Guo Zhang. Japheth is my baptism name, and jeremy is my childhood name. throwing it in to make it look cool XD. hahaha.
and Japheth is pronounced as JAY-feth.
so me, boon how and jeremy formed the JAY-club!
Japheth Jeremy Chea Guo Zhang (JAY-feth)
Jairus Edwin Tan Boon How (JAY-rus)
Jeremy Thaddeus Choo Chian Kuan (JAY-JAY, called by relatives when young.)
so we made a Jay-club jersey with our names, and one letter for each of us from J-A-Y. i got Y! hahahaha. random us.
and here's our dinner! with shawn too!

me and jeremy!

shawn with his GAY cap. hahaha. product of IKEA.

four musketeers! that cannot grow up.

crazy long queue. but took a short time to reach.

awwww. the waiter that cleared our table.

this is cool, but this is singapore too. nobody clears their trays!

wowwww. they have trolleys for trays.

i found this kind of hilarious. hahaha.

me and shawn!

plus boonie!

our foooood. shawn despo to be in the pic.

a groupieee!

had service today! really, one of those that is really enjoyable. with drama, and testimonies, woah i was just so refreshed. really troubled about next week though :/ hahaa. oh well, the grads were sort of ~~camwhoring~~ taking pictures in the mrt today. here they are!

here i am updating about my life on christmas! here goes!
happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to jesus,
happy birthday to you!
hahahaahhaa. praise and thank god for all His love and blessings. i got loads of christmas cards back and three presents from my family! and yea, here's what happened recently in my life.

pierre cardin! ooooo!

brand new wallet! it's really fancy too! thanks guys!

and just a note, those who got big christmas cards from me, should be grateful! it's so much harder to write than the smaller ones!

grads and visitors at THE ROCK.

camming in the toilet! the specs are from freedy!

on the mrt to the party-

someone ran away, so the pic's left with me and shawn LOL.

KIDS.

and this is random. from long ago :D grads fun.

well, jesus' birthday is over. and today is CONAN's BIRTHDAY! hahaha. im soooo excited for service, and i dont know why. LOL.

choir photos! man, i just feel so connected to choristes right now. after our big hurdle of ESS song presentation, having practices almost every day, and dinner almost every night. god has blessed me with such a cool group of brothers and sisters to be in! hope that i'll still be in youth next year and continue to serve with everyone!
enough of emo talk, here they are!